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Masochist

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If you took the time to notice,
When I cry so hard,
The corners of my mouth
form an ungodly smirk,

When I stab myself I laugh,
When I prick myself I smile,
When I fall down I stay there,
Not waiting to be...

Be normal like I left you,
My mother prays,
Earsplitting screams when I come
Maybe I should just leave 

Myself alone I laugh,
I do not know yet,
Why are these doors locked,
the windows barred?

Why am I confined, 
Still the screeching goes,
Laughing in the darkness,
Trying not to know.

Maybe it's just better
If I were not existing
If I were just thinking why
I'd think the first part too.


I don't care, let me go,
set me free,
Tell me no.

I'll get out, 
no matter what, 
you won't care, 
nor shall I.

This world is bitter,
My head's not right,
pessimistic,
yeah... yeah right.
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Colour

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I love how you smile, 
It's crooked and broken; 
genuine looking. 
How I would love to stare at you forever,
when your eyes are shining, 
you push your hair out of your face,
and you look into my eyes for a split second. 
It's something about that imperfect happiness,
The way you're all in black,
but you're not sad.
Maybe it's because you can be yourself,
and you don't care about what other people say.
Maybe it's because of that fearless determination to stay,
To love what you are, and what you've got.
Maybe it's those drawings that inspire you,
The songs you create, 
The words you write.
The way you don't let anything keep you down. 
The way you stare at the world, 
your curiosity, 
The way you play.
Your innocence, your wisdom.
You don't fear anything.
and maybe that's why I love you, because you're different from everyone else, and you don't fear it.
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Requests

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Yeah... I do requests and stuff :l I'm really bored QwQ
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Randomness!

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EVERYTHING HERE NEEDS ONE COLON AT THE BEGINNING AND ONE COLON AT THE END! I am demonstrating how to make these icons.

:iconfantastic: = iconfantastic

:iconangrygumball: = iconangrygumball

To be continued (will be edited later XD Lol)
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All my inspiration went away;
tell me, will I be the same?
My heart has that relentless pain
For being bad, I have to pay.

I've nothing left to be,
a girl who had too much to see
ruined, flocked, fled, and flee 
Run away, You don't know me.

Maybe claustrophobia,
could'a, would'a
came to me, but,
seeing how I'm just so fucked up...

I tried to be kind,
they left me behind,
they all fed me lies,
I'm sorry, I'm right.

When I needed you,
you went, damn, you flew,
We all screamed our tunes,
And what seemed red was plain blue.

But I'll be alright,
I just won't say goodnight.
My bones shiver as I try to be alive.
But I'm fed up with all the fucking contrite,

And I'm tired of rhyming
So I'll start resigning,
half past midnight and I'm still sighing
Sing to me, woodpecker, sing sing sing.

I appear to be the only one
listening
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NO ONE DESERVES TO HEAR THIS!!! by mourningbirdindy, journal

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